I LOVE MY BROTHER! p.s. i hope i'll not regret posting this up one day. =))
tic toc no it's the clock again at 8:00 PM
alriiight. raya's coming and results are so over and done with. well, first thing foremost is that i didn't even score well in my exams. i failed two subjects. go figure. i'm so ready for raya tmr except that i do NOT have a jalan raya beg. well, everything was so LAST MINUTE lah. i know. furthermore, my dad didn't even allow me to go to CP with my bro to buy the beg. MEANIE. TWEENIE. well, that wasn't necessary. blearghhh!
now i'm currently suffering from dehydration due to the excessive dance. and boy, did i ever look weird & awkward with the dances & costume. especially the make-up! and, i do not like to be called a malay-malay. even though Ghazali is a malay-malay. i'm seriously saddened by the fact that i couldn't go to the HYPE UP concert tmr. cause of the fact that i told H_D_ i'm going. darn. i shouldn't make false promises. remind me next time. yes, i also could not accept the fact that he's dating somone else. but you know what? if he's happy, i'm happy for him as well. cause he's always be my teddy bear. haha. cute kan?
i met R. over the weekend. he changed a lot, you know. he has become more confident, charismatic & build. well, not exactly like the peha of a chicken. teehe. if you know whom i'm referring to. he brought an album of him & his fiance.
don't show me such a reaction people. hey, like as if i care. he's happy, i should be happy for him too. but i can't. when i saw him, all the memories returns. the rides that we always take. the late night calls. the soft toys he gave.
yea, he's like a gentleman. all sweet and loving. who will not fall for a guy like him? only that he wasn't in love with me in the first place. he told me to open his teddy bear. i didn't know what he meant by that till his friend told me to unsew the teddy bear and look inside. i did that and i found a letter. a letter where he confesses all that he bottled up. a letter where he said that he was unsure of US. i didn't know it. with it, he gave me a pair of earrings. a letter R & W.
but it didn't last, you see. he fell for a Brunei-an gurl. yea, she's pretty & sweet. perfect for him.
it was all awkward to held a conversation with him. especially when he offered a ride home. it's the first time i declined it. he suspected there's something wrong. he juz can't see the feelings i have for him.
so, yea. i'm done with relationships but that doesn't mean i can't go skimming for guys. hahaha. actually, that's not what life is about. it's more than juz that. i will try to enjoy it while it lasts.
i love everyone who made my life a pleasant one. ireally really reallylove you guys.
tic toc no it's the clock again at 6:21 PM
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- 16 yrs old ('07)
- TKGian; computer clubber.
- born on 23rd May 1991
- unattached - 1/5, 2/5, 3/2 & 4/2 ('07)
⥠Wish Upon A Star! â¥
- creative zen> - adidas wallet, pencil case, bag, watch & water bottle - more LADY-LIKE tops
- mango tops!!
- OLYMPUS SP700 - BIG tweety bird soft toy
- meet, take pictures with, smile at, hug HADY MIRZA - cut my hair - ripples/havaianas flip flops - satisfied grades
- Nokia 5300
- Super Junior Vol. 2, Super Junior Planner & Super Junior Goodies (posters, stickers & pictures)
- Battle Goodies (poster, single & pictures)
