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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I, declare myself today, 19th July 2005, 12.00am that I am Mrs B.K.

My husband of two kids have cheated on me.

And he was caught in some car accident and died tragically.

Serves HIM right!

B.K. have declared his love for me today and thus, is marrying me.

My two kids have been given to my auntie who can't have kids for some reason [i'm thughtful] .

I lurve B.K. A LOT!!

I mean it!!

Zipped!!




tic toc no it's the clock again at
12:00 AM






Saturday, July 16, 2005

it was so sweet of him
it was so so sweet of him
it was so so so sweet of him
i felt like i'm the luckiest ghurl in the world when i'm with you.
but some things must kept to consideration
like we are so far away from each other
but i felt that u are juz close to me
why muz some endings be so -saddening-
i'll never believe in TRUE love ever again [bleargh] =((




tic toc no it's the clock again at
11:48 PM






Saturday, July 09, 2005

Di suatu senja
Di musim yang lalu
Ketika itu hujan rintik
Terpukau aku
Menatap wajahmu
Di remang cahaya sinar pelangi
Lalu engkau tersenyum
Ku menyesali diri
Tak tahu apakah erti senyummu

holla peepx!!!

Today ryt, i go to my uncle's wedding i tink...
I had to help out or in other words "rewang"..

But first, in tha morning, i went to my grandfather's house with ma mum to close his nutrient..
We spent like 2 and 1/2 hours there..
I tried not to run into my uncle, but unsuccessful lar...
He's lyk playing computer and half-naked..AHHH...
But only tulang no muscles...
Anyway, life have to move on...
He has a gf now, finally... Like i care..
And he was lyk getting ready to go to work..
I was saying.....SHOOOOO!!!!!
Lucky he cant hear me.. Phew -.-"

Anyway, we took 136 from ang mo kio to hougang...
When we stopped, i found myself standing in front of SRJC!!!!
AHHHH!!!! Saddiq's JC!!!! Wonder whether he's still ther...
BUT, na-ah...NOPE...Haiz..
I din't know the wedding is lyk so DAMN near to my cuz's house, atiqah..
So when we reached there, i was so fast reach ar?
LoL..

There's nobody there in the noon cause the majlis start at 1.00pm ar..
So my mum and me search fr my paman and bibi..
We found them with my small cuzzin..NANAS!!..SO CUTE!!
I eat my lopez..
Two lar..
My anuther cuz, syamimi ryt, she din't come to help out lehz..hmph..
She came like around afternoon..
Anyway, i din't do nything that time cause there's lyk not a lot of people...
So i relax2 at the corner...

But when itz lyk 3 o'clock, there's a lot of people..
But i still dun care.. veh lazy mahx..
Then got this paricular guy wearing this white smart long-sleeve shirt with purple line[ kinda look lyk box shape ], blue and brown shoes, jeans and geled-up hair...
He sits beside me..umm...not directly...
I was fanning my small cuzzin to sleep..
Then mimi came..she said i look lyk i'm fanning my daughter..
WAD???
I dun want that guy to think that i'm married and have a child or sumthin..
I like this guy??
Urgh...

When i sit there, i was lyk satring at him..he's only 30cm away from me...
I kept staring at him..i hope his mum dun caught me doing that...
Then i tink he noticed me or sumthing..
He turned, then i very late reaction... our eyes met [dunwan to describe the situation]
He saw me looking at him, them he kinda smile..i SWEAR itz a smile AHHH!!!
Then my makcik come to take over my fanning position..
Then i stood up to take drinks..Guess wad???
There's suddenly the noise of sumbody standing up..The moving chair sound impact was soo loud to me..
He stands up at the same time too..
When i wanna walk, his seat blocking my way..he pushed in his chair and let me walk first..
SO GENTLEMAN!!!
Then i wanna get the drinks ar..
He wants to get tea..i took lime juice..
Itz beside each other anyway...
When he was taking his drink, he's lyk turning towards my position and looking at me..
I din't know what he was looking at..skali he was lyk "enough water dun u tink?"
Then i know what he means...
my cup is lyk OVERFLOWING with lime juice..AHHH!!!
I'm paiseh-ed...NOO!!!
He helped me wipe off the fell off lime juice...

and he juz laugh a little and walk away...
Then when i went to sit back at my place, he smiled at me...
I smiled back at him, uh..
AHH!!!
He talked to me!!!
And he was laughing at ME!!!! [this is not a good point though]
I got to be up-close and personal with him...

Then he finish eating..
I was lyk DUN GO HOME!! Not out loud lar...
In my heart..
Then i suddenly realise he's helping out washing the dishes at the back..SO NICE!!!
I was FORCED to give out the berkat to the people..with my cuz..
Then we were super shopper all around the place...
HAHA...With our hands like superman..and my cuz was laughing

Lucky that guy was not ther at that time..
He's at the back..
Her two smaller sister and bradder helped out to bring the dirrty dishes to the people at the back to wash..
Guess wad i did??
I wanna take over her position lar...

So i was lyk can i help you with that?
SHE AGREED!!
So i took the dirty dishes with mimi...For the sake of the guy!!!
He was wearing a white shirt now...
I tink he knows he had to help out with the dishes so he brought extra shirt..
When i was lyk giving him the dishes, he splash some sabun water at me..
He claims itz for the lime juice to hilang..
SO CUTE!!!
I was lyk, "RYT!!!"
He juz laughed.. [have i told u he looked cute when he smile/laugh??Well, he does LOOKS GOOD!!!]

Then i dunwan to do the dishes again cause scared he will tink i like him or sumthing...
So i did wad i was suppose to do, give out the berkat...
I tink he noticed i'm kinda gone or sumthing, he decided to take add the new plates...
When he did that i saww him stealing a glance from ME!!!
I stare at him back..
And he's lyk quickly turning around...
I asked my bradder whether he's cute or not..he says okay but have sepet mata...
SO BAD!!!
My cuzzin says he's not cute and my mum too said he's not cute..
Wadda hell? [this seriously states that my mum taste is wayyyyyy different from me]
So sumtyms i wanna go back there for HIM..Haha...

Then he left at around 6.00...
His mum wanna go home..
so he put on his long-sleeve shirt and shoes...
Go to the front, salam2...
One of the pakcik ask him to take for them tea..he ambilkan w/o complaning...
so SWEET!!!
Then i kept looking at him, scared that itz the last moment i can ever see him..
So, when he's lyk leaving....MiMi told me he was looking at me the whole way...
He kept turning back and look...
*sobx*...
the song widuri was being played when he left..
Guess wad??
I CRIED!!!
So sentimental the situation..MiMi dun believe that i'm crying for him..
So that memory i'll remember forever..
[ Mystery Guy ]

I feel i'm here for nuthing when he's gone...
I kept looking at the seat where he first smiled at me..
How he splashes the water at me..
Haiz...Then i remebered!!
He last taked tea for his pakcik..
So i quickly fill a cup with tea..
The buzzer where his hands last touched...
=((...

I was regretting not to approach him and ask information about him..
Wads the use...
Suddenly i realise that there's anuther wedding in september

Do you remember the 21st night of september?
Love was changing the minds of pretenders
Then i suddenlt realise that he maybe will be going to..
And i SWEAR to my heart and to my cuzzin that i'll make the first move and serious and personal talk to him when i got the chance..
Dun be scared..
I will have the courage..
Here i go SEPTEMBER!!!!!

- games of the heart -




tic toc no it's the clock again at
2:00 AM





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