SARANG HAE. SIWONNIE OPPA.

Monday, May 30, 2005

And you can make the earth move
You can take me with no struggle
Lead me through your mystical dreams
Show me what you are
And we can make the wind blow
You're the power and I'm in it
You can be the fire I start
I want your heart

well well well...
Maybe this is for REAL...
i do want HIS heart..

Taken fron the song [ Experience - Diana Ross ]

i dunwan to blog..dunwan dunwan...
Maybe i shuld juz continue by typing dunwan dunwan dunwan..
kinda lame..
haish..

Watched The Apprentice yesterday...
KELLY WON!!!
I looooooove Kelly...
Funny a name for a guy...
At least he knows when to listen and shut up but jennifer juz can't...
SAD...SOO SAD!!!!
I do hate her for some reason..
Bragging about her position in her past years..
but then...SO WHAT WOMAN???
You're so FIRED!!!!

Got some credits to people who gave me prezzies during my b'dae [230505]
By alphabetical order :

Aisha & Syazwani - Happy House Giraffe & Orange Flower Bookmark
Ameera - Star Necklace
Atiqah - Giraffe Notebook
Cheryl (ma angel) - This STARRY thingy..I dunnoe wad itz called..It actually leaks..Then i din't know whut i did, it stopped leaking x))
Chesed - Psycho Flower
Denise - Seashell Bracelet
Germaine - Frangrance Smell
Hakim - Gini
Jana - Photo Frame
Nadia & Nazlyna - Punk Giraffe Soft Toy

Think thats about it...

Thanks you guyz soo much...
I appreciate it...
=))

Wells, was surfing friendster juz now..
saw new pictures of both of them together..
realising that they do look sweet together but sumhow, sumwhere deep inside me,
i know that he's the one..
My stubborn refuses to listen..
Why?
I mean there's other guyz, "Shan, Charles & Keith Guy, D***"
Why can't i juz leave hima dn chose one of the above..
God is sure playing heart games with me..
*sobx*

Juz have to go on like usual..
Went Plaza Singapura yeaterday...
Bought a Giraffe soft toy again..
soooo the ***giraffishy..
lolx...

When reach the hospital,
a few minutes later, i received naz sms...
she was at SGH!!!
Two floors above me..
thught of visiting her so she never miss me..
hahax..
She claim that she's going off soon..
So i never visit her lar..

Then she went to Bedok Corner...
Where my uncle ajak me go..
not the handsome one lar..
If not, i'll meet naz there too..
FATED!!!
Ladeeda~~~

Okielar...

Ciaoz...

Experience is not imagination
You get what you believe in if you choose
And one way or the other
We can find another world we can run away to
And I love you
Experience is only what you make it
You come together when you let yourself go
And somebody loves youI couldn't get no higher
Fly away lovers can share
And we'll be there

tic toc no it's the clock again at
4:58 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

My brother told me once
You always wnat what you don't have
But take a look at all the things you do have
So the reason why I wrote this song
Was to express what I think is wrong

Taken from the song "don't always want" by Kelly Family..
Unknown singer though..
I dun even know..
Yay-ness cause 3 more days to my b'dae lorh..

Gonna blow the candles soon..
*Peace*..
Itz quite malu-ating bringing the two stuffies home just now..
The bimbotic flower and psycho dragonfly..
I lurve 'em soo MUCH though..
From Pei Hsin and Chesed..
Lurve u guyz...

Actually the truth is i told them to give me on friday and they did..
Wakhakakaka...
I sooo NICE..
Or maybe the opposite ehx..

Now currently listening to "Behind these Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson
I like..or maybe not..lurve..or love..hahaha
-Crappifyed-
I've realised i have not been blogging for a long time..

Oh yea, watched "A Little Princess" in the studio for Lit Screening..
Naz neva watch with us lorh..
Haha..Tell u the truth, i cried for this story..
THOSE WHO DUN CRY IS BECAUSE THEY DUN HAVE FEELINGS...
Lolx..Sorry..I dun mean it..
Sorry Chesed for not going home with ya..
You know that i LOVE ya ryt?
hahas..

We now have a new class committee..
*sobx sobx*
I wanted to be the secretary actually..
But guess wad?ta-da!!!
Kellyn became..
I'm so happy for her..
Not that i'm lyk angry at her or wad..
itz called "DEMOCRACY"...
lalala..

Wells, i felt cheated by some people..
They said one word and mean the other way..
I was HURT thinking about it..
=((
But waddaHELL??
I have to carry on with my life knowing HE will be in mine..
My brand watch Miine...
Cool ryt?
*winkx*

When the class sang my burfdae song,
I was lyk SHIT...I dun want this to be happening..
I am lyk..Gosh..They are singing to me..
hahaha...
Got fan club lar..

Well, waiting for prezzies from my aunt and mum
while my brudder bought me a BIG giraffe soft toy..
I called it Gini..
Cause he's gf name ends with "ni"
So he bought with his gf and i respect that..
So itz called Gini!!
YAY!!

I called the flower; Bimbotic Flower
I called the dragonfly; Psycho Dragonfly..
Wheee~~
I was lazy to blog but i had the courage to blog..
Wadeva..

Alrighty, w i d a -outz-

Don't always want what you don't have
But be grateful for what you have
Don't always want what you don't have
But be grateful for what you have

tic toc no it's the clock again at
9:43 AM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Soon we'll be married

And raise a family (oh, yeah)

Have a cozy little crib in the country

With two children, maybe three

I tell you I can visualize it all, baby

It couldn't be a dream, cause too real it all seems

Adapted from the song "Just my imagination by Gwyneth Paltrow feat. Babyface"
It does indeed very much likely says or describe about me visualizing sumthing that karn be REAL...
I'm just imagining and i tink that's not wrong.

Umm, today there's like 3 NEW pictures of HIM and HER..Karn say exactly who in this blog.
1 from HER profile and 2 from HIS profile..
Get it straight people!!
Although i say i'm through with HIM, i din't really mean it...and i will never meant it...
I juz say that to make me feel that YES i'm tired and wants to forget about HIM...
But i just can't, and that's the truth...
Just LIVE with it!!!!

Ooh yeah, i had a dream...
Quite funny dream!
It has HIM inside...
Well, basically, i dreamt that three guyz loved me and had done anything they culd have possibly done to take my breath away..
Indeed, one of them really have won my heart,
but not totally,
cause i'm still mad about HIM...
When the time comes for me to tell who is the one,
HE appear and that totally spoils what i exactly want to do..

I think it means that wadeva i wanna do to forget about HIM,

I still karn achive what i actually wanna DO...

So i hope deep inside me that this will indeed come true and HAPPY ENDING do really is a reality..

So i just remain quiet and i saw HER too, after HE walked pass me..,
Then, all of a sudden, everything went blank in total blindness....
AHHH...

...END...

My pakcik, the guy that i lyk neva made me feel lyk as though i belong to HIM...
HE's the only person who will make me happy...
Not my PAKCIK....
I have get it straight, and i won't bring my feelings further...
with my pakcik..
he's my pakcik and will forever be and that i dun know whether he's feelings for me is total pureness or just lyk an uncle to an anak sedara...

Wells, seems to me that i'm 'attached' will not be long...
Breakaway...
And I'll be back to HIS feet...
Crying, feeling the pain inside when i saw HIM with HER....
I'll keep on praying and hope that my greatest FEAR won't really happen...
I hope...

(Babyface)

Every night on my knees I pray, yeah

(Gwyneth)

Dear Lord, hear my plea, yeah

Don't ever let another take his love from me

Or I will surely die, yeah

(Her love is) heavenly (heavenly)

When her arms enfold me

I hear a tender rhapsody

But in reality

He doesn't even know me

tic toc no it's the clock again at
1:53 PM